Why can't I let go...and let God?

I know I haven't been keeping up with this blogging thing the last few weeks. I honestly haven't known what to talk about. I guess I still don't. I have been back to work since October 31st and it has been really interesting. I think I have come to the point that I really don't feel fulfilled in my life. I feel like I don't have a purpose. I am in that searching mode. The problem is that I really don't know what I am searching for. Wayne and I have been doing devotions from a wonderful book that he mentioned on his blog. It seems like the very thoughts and problems that I am dealing with are all in this devotional. I guess God worked it out that way. I have laid out my many problems and concerns before God and left most of them there. I am the worst at releasing things to God. I have gotten better but I still have a few that I am holding onto. I don't know what keeps me from releasing these things. I know there is many people who know how I feel. Please pray that I will overcome this.

Until next time. . .